I haven't ever posted this community.
Actually all my friends know that I am gay and they are quite supportive of me.
My parents don't know anything about it, but it doesn't bother me much, since we don't see each other for quite long periods of time. Besides they are quite old and ill people, and I wouldn't want them to have another heart attack and pass away.
Anyway, my main coming out (I consider it to be) is/was to my old straight friend, who I met at the University and fell in secret love with him.
Some time ago he has left my country and returned to his, but we kept in tuch.
Well, recently I decided that that was enough and I need to tell him about my true feelings.
Since that I haven't heard from him anything.
I am afraid that I have lost my friend and I don't know if I did the right thing.
At least I could be next to him...